Transgender

    So many definitions, and feels like in the middle of nowhere. Sometimes reality bites, sometimes fantasy bites. Conflicts come around when mixing both sides. One side can't really works without the other. It is like some kind of balance. Or is it fantasy side filling an empty space ont the real one, compensing a missing fact. Sometimes it gets too much.

Buffy.
    

My Fairyland...

  Reddish is my favorite color, whe it comes to style. Reddish is the color of the space at Fairyland. Pretty far from reality,  space for scaping, hidding.  

  Meet somewhere.

Reality Bites

Escape from my reality, transform into the one, at my fairyland.
In front of the computer, search a virtual world around.
Transgenderism is not a two option value, it is a point at a gradual scale.

"I believe there comes a time, when everything just falls in line"
"We live and learn from our mistakes"
                                                                              P.Benatar.

    Androgynous is the classification I got from the COGIATI gender test center, and I am not surprised, in fact it seems more clear for me. Since I was twelve I had been trying to define my life style, sometimes straight according to my physical gender, and some other times at the opposite one. For me being androgynous means I am both, and accepting myself as being both is much better now than having an internal battle. Even living at this terms some other complicated issues come around, one state of mind affects the other one somehow.
    I had been evaluated by another physiologic matter, this one located me on a kind of statistic points graphic, en it put me exactly at the middle, between male and female, not any of they both, but in the middle.